You’ll feel shame

Updated 2 May 2019

You’ll feel shame but won’t address it or speak about it or sometimes even know that it’s affecting you but it will be there. The most conscious thoughts will be justifications you’ll know are weak. You were part of a history that will be repressed. A country that really won’t deal with what it did to itself and how distorted it became. It’ll take months or years or decades (or sooner) to address it, and when you finally get there you’ll feel queasy from the shame. You know it now. This is not what you wanted, at least, not all of it. You have hatreds and prejudices and but a morality that nags. “Something is not right.” And the shame will creep in. And you’ll justify your initial intentions while still knowing there was wrong that was there and not just wrong but one of those very basic wrongs. The shame may temper what you teach your children and save the next generation. Maybe. If the damage isn’t already done.

This is what I hope for you.

Updated 2 May 2019

A Former Alt-Right Member’s Message: Get Out While You Still Can

A lady completely bat-shit connected to the news outlets and pundits and participants in some of the most extreme racism and anti-semitism of the recent political climate. Katie McHugh acts regretful, makes excuses, blames “the climate.” Relationships with and those associated with: Daily Caller. WorldNetDaily. Breitbart. Her essays and tweets contain extremely extremely vile statements about other POC and Jews and one of her current excuses is that there were much worse racists.

Witness

Updated 24 Jan 2019

A crowd of Covington Catholic (website, Facebook) students harass and mock Nathan Phillips. Known contacts:

  • Browe@covcath.org
  • Sbeiting@covcath.org
  • Rflesch@covcath.org

Nathan Phillips:

Loose timeline of useful information that was released on Twitter:

4:16 AM – 19 Jan 2019 – A video of the event

https://twitter.com/lulu_says2/status/1086552871674368001

3:53 PM – Jan 19, 2019 – Rapist Jake Walter from the school

https://twitter.com/notallbhas/status/1086728345570721795

Boone County deputies say Jake Walter, a one-time Covington Catholic basketball standout, held a woman down this weekend and repeatedly raped her until she bled.

Walter dismissed the victim by laughing at her and telling her that she would be fine.

12:16 AM – Jan 20, 2019 – Statement from one of the students mother

https://twitter.com/AyeLeyan/status/1086854855082135554

Shame on you! Were you there? Did you hear the names the people where calling these boys? It was shameful. Did you witness the black Muslims yelling profanities and video taping trying to get something to futher (sic) your narrative of hatred?? Did you know that this “man” came up to this one boy and drummed in his face? Shame on you. Only reporting what you want. More fake news.

Delete my email. I want nothing to do with helping perpetuating (sic) your hate. I do not want to be a part of your story. You are ruining a boys life for fake news. Hate spreads like wildfire. I pray for you.

— Quote captured from WATCH: Covington Catholic Students Wearing MAGA Hats Taunt Native Americans [VIDEO] on Heavy.com.

8:44 AM – 20 Jan 2019 – Each student’s face–45 in all–screengrabbed from the video

Updated 24 Jan 2019

Images of previous incidents where Covington students were being racist

Student wearing blackface at a basketball game, apparently taunting a black player on the other team. Taken from a thread titled Should The Colonel Crazies’ Treatment Of Inbounders Have To Change?

Another image taken from a basketball game with students giving the white supremacy hand sign (the Medium article Does the OK Sign Actually Signify “White Power,” or What? details the symbol’s history and hoaxes). Image originally from this tweet. No source.

6:04 PM – 21 Jan 2019 – Harassing a female before the Nathan Phillips incident

https://twitter.com/roflinds/status/1087486166939680768

Last thing, for people wondering what they yelled, all we specifically heard was “MAGA”, “Build the Wall”, and some people say they hear “slut” at the end of the video ok it’s past my bedtime goodnight twitter

Media presence

Daily Beast posted the article Covington Catholic Teen on ‘Fox & Friends’: Blackface Is ‘School Spirit’ on two students’ interview on Fox the morning of the 23rd. File under “male white privilege makes stupid”. These teens are either unprepared or stupid or both. Cf. the Parkland kids carrying themselves in the public sphere with calm intelligence and moral certitude.

Savannah Guthrie interviewed Nick Sandmann (possibly #1 in the group image above) on NBC Nightly News on the evening of the 23rd. He is as expressive and sympathetic as the two on Fox. This is more of an indictment of thrusting kids into the media. Allegedly, the Bishop at the school has now barred them from speaking to the media.

Predictable, Trump and Fox support them.

I never liked missionaries

I never liked missionaries.

The main thing is that I feel as if they are foreigners coming in to provide food/water/social assistance in trade for a belief system. However, most of them are bound by responsibility by their religious group to give to others. Which is nice. If they are helping without recompense, the system is laudatory. If not, well… who can discern intent? The history of missionaries is not even in the neighborhood of laudatory, so let’s start with that. We’re now in and era wrestling with culture appropriation, but a decade (or so) ago the issue was colonialism. More to it: colonialism rose to the fore of concerns of perennial, justified concerns.

And yet I listened to something today [ed. -ish] that suggested my beliefs re missionaries were hypocritical [ed spoiler I don’t change my beliefs too much]. In a Chris Hayes podcast he interviewed a guy who visits very conservative red districts in order to acknowledge the liberals who are there and, at best, integrate their concerns into the global, liberal concerns. A compassionate visit from the mother ship stinks of paternalist colonialism. And yet.

His story is unbelievable fascinating and unbelievable. Low income upbringing, heavy heavy drug addiction, soup kitchen and avant-garde theatre, a notable arbitrary encounter with a seminal book on community organizing, getting clean, getting active, and now this. He was there and he knows how to get to them who are also there. Get to them via their things of life that are relevant. No one is left or right or conservative or liberal in the absolute. We have nuance in our “hearts” and, at best, our simple desires in life are our immediate and immediately honest desires in life. The small-town and poor-town citizens have a voice and ambition to be kindled. And the undeveloped third-world country citizens have a yearning for kindled development.

That sounds as racist/culturist as it felt to type.

Basically: missionaries visit places that need physical, material assistance and assist, bringing with them, or often times not, a look at the good book. Political missionaries visit and bring ideology and, yet also, pull ideology from their hosts. No answer is wrong when you’re a political missionary, and contra answers change the ask-er as opposed to the ask-er-ee. The missionaries can and should learn.

At best.

Notes on SJWs in general, and John McWhorter’s essay in particular

The Virtue Signalers Won’t Change the World by John McWhorter. Some thoughts:

His comparison of anti-racism to religion is as ill-conceived as others’ comparison of science to religion. It’s a leaky metaphor used to more than just discredit the logic behind an action, but to question whether the action is based on logic at all.

Explorations as to whether an opinion is “problematic” are equivalent to explorations of that which may be blasphemous.

Or, of that which are unsupported biases that can be and have been used to restrict fair treatment in the public sphere or to outright harm others. Again, comparison to religion is not needed.

[Those citing offense have a] performative joy in dog-piling on the transgressor.

Better: People feel a responsibility to tell someone that their beliefs and the actions they permit should not be tolerated in our society.

First, to what extent is it possible to alter human sentiment as opposed to actions and behavior?

Laws banning segregation did not stop people from the human sentiment towards segregation. You cannot, and should not if you could, create a law banning certain thoughts. But you should shun those who act wretchedly in public.

Third-wave antiracism is a call to enshrine defeatism, hypersensitivity, oversimplification, and even a degree of performance.

“Coddling” is the go-to accusation thrown at SJWs. The personal offense taken when another acts overtly rascist is an offense of a system that appears complicit if nothing is said against them and, importantly, if nothing is said at the moment of the action. Your dog making a mess on the carpet can’t be reprimanded a month later with any hope of the reprimand being effective.

Contrast this approach [of denouncing offensive speech] with that of people lionized today who worked within a racism none could disagree was more implacably overt and hostile than today.

“The fallacy of relative privation is dismissing an argument or complaint due to the existence of more important problems in the world.” — Wikipedia, List of fallacies

The black lawyer and activist Pauli Murray insisted in 1963 that none other than Alabama Governor George “Segregation Forever” Wallace be allowed to speak at Yale. She believed that the speech rights blacks had fought for so hard must be extended to people she found noxious.

“False balance, also bothsidesism, is a media bias in which journalists present an issue as being more balanced between opposing viewpoints than the evidence supports. Journalists may present evidence and arguments out of proportion to the actual evidence for each side, or may omit information that would establish one side’s claims as baseless.” — Wikipedia, False balance

What was necessary then does not need to be now. For example: giving evolution and creationism equal footing in 1850 was reasonable; doing that today is absurd. The winning argument is clear, and giving up respected space–say having a department of creationism at Oxford– would be wasteful.

But the black person essentially barred from the polls gains nothing from someone sagely attesting to their white privilege on Twitter.

Why not both fight poll taxes and fight overtly racist individuals?

Witness

Updated 5 May 2020

6 Oct 2018, 9:59 AM

No matter what happens with Kavanaugh, despair is not an option. Channel your angry energy into action. Call. Demonstrate. Register. Vote. There will be devastating losses along the way, and from them we recover and learn. We’re taking this fucking country back. Keep going.

6 Oct 2018, 10:59 AM

Older woman crying in photo: “How are we going to find the strength to keep fighting? Are we going to be out here for another 30 years? I don’t have 30 years left.”

Younger woman taking her photo: “I’ll be here. I’ll keep fighting.”

6 Oct 2018, 11:03 AM

NEW: Ramirez statement:
‘The other students … chose to laugh and look the other
way as sexual violence was perpetrated on me by (BK). As I watch many
of the Senators speak & vote … I feel like I’m right back at Yale where half the room is laughing and looking the other way.’

6 Oct 2018, 12:56 PM

Protesters have climbed the stairs of the Capitol chanting “November is coming!”. Hundred present here and across the street in front of SCOTUS.

6 Oct 2018, 1:12 PM

Thousands of anti-Kavanaugh protestors chanting “Vote them out!” Dozens being arrested on East Capitol steps now

6 Oct 2018, 3:46 PM

The screams from the protestors in the Senate are primal.

6 Oct 2018, 4:05 PM

https://twitter.com/ChuckWendig/status/1048665516699803649

There will be renewed calls for civility. Ignore them. They ask for civility as a way for you to grant them complicity in what they do.

Kavanaugh’s appointment isn’t a step backward. It’s a head-first plunge into an ugly past

6 Oct 2018, 5:48 PM

“What we are witnessing is not a step backwards for America so much as a headlong plunge into a punitive past. Adults must fight this future for the sake of the youngest Americans, who have already lost more than they ever got the chance to know.”

6 Oct 2018, 6:23 PM

What I hope people grasp is that the fight is not only about the win. You fight because it’s the right thing to do. You fight because if it alleviates suffering for just one person, it’s worth it. You fight because if you don’t, if you let them define you, you will lose yourself.

Updated 5 May 2020

I was reminded recently of another tweet Sarah Kendzior posted at the time of the Kavenaugh hearing. In his Washington Post op-ed Trump must be removed. So must his congressional enablers, George Will referenced the T S Eliot poem The Hollow Men. Skewering the Republican Congressmen, Kendzior posted verses from that poem along with images of those pretending to engage in the Kavenaugh accusations at hand, but were obviously not. This was the first time I had heard the poem and it was a moving introduction.